My stomach is in knots, and I am doing my best not to simultaneously burst into tears and crap my pants. I make no promises about vomit.
Oh, here come the tears.
No wait.
::Deep breath::
Just a little misty eyed. Success.
My hands are still shaking, but my voice did not shake. I made the phone call, and paid for the Coaching Academy. Until now I was able to postpone it should I need to. It is the difference between being engaged, and setting the date with the security deposit.
My palms are sweaty and my breathing is rapid and shallow. This is REAL. Finally. I am overcome with emotion. Damnitall.
Damn, tears again.
::deep breath::
A little more misty, but I still had to wipe my eyes so none fell. Damn.
I feel like I should celebrate, but I don't want to jinx it. I am too close to making this happen, I refuse to let it be ruined.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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You need to celebrate...this is awesome!! Let's celebrate!!
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